My Story My Life

2011-10-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm awake in the infinite cold because you exist in my life :)

Cheese ! :) HAHA! It's time to change my hairstyle :) Everyone doesn't seem to recognize me anymore. HAHA! Went to the TTC dinner :) It was fun that night. And it was a bbq party :)

Pek See :)

And David :D

Love this picture :)

Snap by the photographer when he passed by me

And some more i'm eating :)

I love hockey skating and dancing. It's part of my life. :) :)

Bff's for life :) <3

Nights , Human :)

2011-10-13T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hi people :) It's been two weeks i never go to school. :) Today went to school to settle some stuff such as forecasting my trial marks and signing some paper. Now i only realise that teachers are hard to find. They were not there whenever i went to the office. I had no choice but to walk the whole school to find for them :(

The last teacher i can't find is my Biology teacher. With the help of my class monitor, I found her at form 4 classes. LOL. I requested to forecast my marks to A+.

Here goes our conversation:

Teacher: What's your deal?

Me: I'll do anything you say * I feel like I'm dealing with a businesswoman LOL *

Teacher: You sure you can fulfill my deal or not? Get A+ for Biology in SPM.

Me: Oh, Can larrrrr....... :)

Then,

Me: Btw, I'm going to your extra class next week

Teacher: I don't want you in my class. You sure talk in my class.

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Me: * It hurts :( LOL * I promise I wont talk. If i talk, you can just kick me out from the class HAHA!

Teacher: Sure ar? Okay, see you next week.

She's so cute. HAHA! Oh and my Chinese teacher too but she wouldn't forecast my marks. It's okay because she had already upgrade the marks twice. She consider as my friend . :) Alot of cute teacher I have now. Really gonna miss them after graduate :(

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Monday:

-Beer Factory, Scott Garden

Went for drinking session with Pek See, Chee Yung, Ryan and Jean Sin. We played card game together and whoever lose the game must drink. LOL I was quite drunk that night but luckily, I still can walk by my own. I almost tripped as I'm wearing high heels HAHA!

Pek See :)

Overnight at Pek See's place. The next morning, we went for breakfast together at Taipan. We saw Chee yung they all dancing in the car . LOL

Jean Sin's car ahead. *spot the little dinosaur :)

Guess what is she doing? She's sunbathing. :)

So cute :)

When i step forward, she came to me

Awww.. :)

Love her so much :

Watched this movie last night. Angelababy is so pretty :) And i found a nice song from this movie: "Love you you by JJ Lin" Search for this song if you want to :)

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I thought i can be strong enough to heal myself, forget my past and pull myself out from the pain. It's hard.. Once, I would do anything because of a guy. Once, i gave all my trust to a guy. In the end, nothing left but bruises and scars. Because of all those lies and betrayal, I'm afraid to fall in love again..

♥ ♥ ♥

2011-10-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

I let it fall, My heart. And as it fell, you rose to claim it :)

Im here to update my blog again :D

Study Mode : ON :)

Hardcore study for SPM now :) Hehe :) Stay at home for the whole day and study :) My classmates asked me out for group study but suddenly they ffk me -.- So, I brought the birthday girl, Lim Kuan Gi out for dinner :) Since it was her birthday :)

Took this using my phone :)

It was so nice

I was moody and walked out from my house and spotted the beautiful sky. :)

It made me feel better :)

I broke my nail :(

I was dancing in my room and when i'm going to take my bath,

I realised my nail was bleeding -.- FML

Star Village with ze' birthday girl :)

And then headed to Nathan :)

I was shocked to see there was night market surrounding Nathan . OMG . I can't find a place to park my car LOL. -.-

Wei Xiang's car . HAHA!

Purposely went in front of the stall and took this picture HAHA!

HAHA!

Went sunway and study at Pek See's house since my classmates ffk me -.- Her parents was like: " Wah so late still come here and study. So hardworking ar. " HAHA! It was almost 10 pm when i reached her house :) LOL. After that, went Kelana Jaya and get my test paper and photos from my friends. AHH ! i got my BM paper and i calculate my marks. I get an A for BM :) HAHA

I'd joined a dance crew recently - INSANEdustry :) Back to dancing once again :) Gonna get a pair of sneakers soon :) Can't wait for it :)

That's all for today :) Goodnight humans :) :)

2011-10-08T11:03:00.000-07:00

Forget the Past , Improve the Present :)

*When i was taking this photo,

my mum was like nagging me cause i keep on camwhoring in the car XD *

It's been so tough these days. I tried to stand back on my own. It's difficult but now i'm still trying. Trying to be a better person. For myself. So no one is going to hurt me anymore. I had lost my way previously but now I had set a goal for myself. :) I'll move on and try harder to achieve my goal. :) It's just me right now :) Everyone said: ' You are just 17 years old. You still have a long way to go. Don't worry " :) Yeah, it's not too late to start a new life :) HAHA!

Can't believe I'm still awake in the middle of the night. HAHA!

Thursday:

Went to Sunway Pyramid for ice skating. :) I was unhappy that day and i need to chill. :( Damn hyper when i saw it was just a few people at the rink. I can speed on the rink and won't accidentally bang someone on the rink as the person who wears hockey skates will get blacklisted if he or she bang someone on the rink when speeding. I don't want to be in the list! :( Never ever ! HAHA!

Lotsa hockey skaters that i knew came. And we had fun together. They even wanted to make me fall down so that the photographer there can take the picture of me falling down. -.- Because the photographer took photos of every single hockey skaters falling down and upload it up on the main screen of the computer at the rink -.- So, They 'pakat' to make me fall down -_______-

Saturday:

It was fun yesterday -- Study session with Pek See and Chee Yung

After finished studying, we went to eat cendol and rojak at the roadside where those indians open their stalls at and they came to my house for movies. Syok-Nya :D

Chee Yung was so 'guai lan' that he keep teasing me. Haih :( But he never fail to make me laugh :):)

I stop here for now :) Goodnight peeps :) CiaozZz

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2011-10-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

等一个人好累、爱一个人好苦、想一个人好痛……
但，
最痛的是，
当那曾经爱你，关心你一切，毫无条件地付出的人慢慢消失。
到那时候才发现原来他是那么地重要。
发现原来自己没有了他，可以那么地迷失。
原本有那么的一个人在身边，
就因为不懂得珍惜，
就失去了。
一切太迟了。
只留下后悔和遗憾。

心淡了，再也不敢期待。心累了，一切就让它顺气自然。

写着这篇文章，眼泪突然从眼眶掉了下来。这会是最后一次掉泪。因为心真的淡了。

2011-10-05T18:29:00.000-07:00

休息就是为了走更长的路，你就是我的旅途。

*Boooo... Study Chemistry until crazy already :D

Stress, stress and stress.. LOL -.- I just did an essay about how to cope with stress yesterday night. I knew how to write it out but i dont know how to do it in real life. LOL. Blog is always the place for me to release everything out.

Recently in love with this song : Someone like you - Adele :) Mad love

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead"

It's so true. :/

I'll stop here for now :) Bye humans :D

p/s: 如能心淡，一切就可以变得简单，那再也不会觉得累，再也不会受伤。

2011-10-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

If there is a person that can make you a better person in the future and forget your past, don't ever leave him :) ♥

Gonna update my blog again :)

Friday:

Yamcha session with lovely girls - Ejia & Cheryl :)

Went to Kelana Jaya to pick them up and headed to Nathan, OUG. HAHA! It was fun chatting with them :) Back around 12.30 am :) And there were 2 road blocks again -.- LOL. There was a traffic jam at LDP due to a car accident. I don't want to stuck in the traffic jam >.< So after fetching Cheryl home, Me and Ejia went to a food court at Taman Megah. HAHA . Luckily my mum didn't scold me for being home late :)

Ejia :) ♥

Sunday:

MidValley - Alexis - Movie - Alexis (Bangsar) *AGAIN -.- *

It's been a long time that i had never go for an outings with friends :) Drove to MidValley and meet Pek See, Chee Yung and his cousin brother at Alexis, The Gardens :) We watched the movie - Fright Night. It was freaking awesome and scary too. :)

Epic Moment - There was this guy sitting in front of us laughing very loud and suddenly he accidentaly spilled over the popcorn to the person beside him. Then he keep on saying sorry to the person beside him and laugh again. Me and Pek See were laughing at him HAHA!

I thought it was a Malay Movie :) HAHA!

After the movie, we went to Bangsar :) At first , I didn't know where IS Bangsar. LOL. But luckily I didn't get lost. Because Bangsar is right behind Mid Valley HAHA! ;D And We went to Alexis. AGAIN -.- HAHA!

Tiramisu ♥ I love it :)

Group Pictures :D

Chee Yung & Pek See :) :)

Chee Yung said we were like standing behind Jean Sin and forced him to smile :)

HAHA

Awww My love ♥

Chan Pek See ♥♥♥

:D ♥

It was fun hanging out with them :) :) I guess I had to stop here.

Kinda tired after the outings *yawn*

Goodnight peeps ♥

Oh ya , and to all PMR candidates:

Good Luck in your PMR :) ♥

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2011-10-01T10:49:00.001-07:00

It's midnight already and I'm still awake. HAHA! Just some random thoughts :)

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这空虚的感觉比面临死亡还要恐怖。

天天出到三更半夜就是为了淡化那空虚的感觉。

但是我觉得自己再逃避。

越是这样，越是觉得自己的变化越来越恐怖。

变得越来越没有分寸。

明知道自己再改变着，但是还是继续地放纵自己。

当初我鼓起很大的勇气离开他。

现在我需要再拿出我的勇气面对这恐怖的感觉。

辛苦，真的很辛苦。

但是这是时候让我自己独立。

再辛苦我也要克服这一切。

只怕到最后我不能独自承受这一切

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2011-09-29T22:28:00.000-07:00

Smile :)

Yo peeps :) :) Someone once taught me how to smile with mouth open like the photo above :D And from that day onward, I started to smile like this everytime i take pictures :) Hee :)

These days I keep on hanging out with friends . Feel kinda guilty because i haven't really start my studies for the upcoming SPM :( Gonna study now :) 1 month ++ and it's SPM :( HAIH!

Tuesday:

Went to Cheryl's place again :) Hehe :) We were online shopping LOL. :) And we went out for supper that night :)

It was Cheryl's idea who tie the seatbelt on my mum's document. =.= LOL. So those document will stay in one position while i'm driving HAHA! :)

Thursday:

Skipped school that day :) Cheryl came over my place and yeap, we studied together :) Hee :) I was waiting for my mum to come back so that i can fetch Cheryl back using her car. While waiting, Cheryl and I was playing SDO ( Super Dancer Online ) HAHA!

She lose to a guy for a few times

Play until she lost her patience HAHA! :)

Full Combo :)

Hehe played by me :)

I took revenge on the guy who bullied Cheryl :D

840 Combo :P

Wakakaka I won ! HAHA! :)

Friday:

Had lotsa fun today. Only two classes were chosen to go to an edufair at Kelana Jaya :) Left school at 10.30 and went there by school bus. HAHA! Everyone got insane and keep on singing until we reached the place LOL ! :) The Edufair was quite small but i had decided where to further my studies :) Next stop : Sunway College :D Hee !

That's all for today :) CiaozZz :)

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2011-09-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

静悄悄地来过，慢慢地带走承诺 ♥

Teehee ! At last i managed to upload every single picture. :) Internet sucks till the max :(

24/09/2011

5S1 Class party :)

Awesome party ever ! Had a lot of fun with classmates :) Went to fetch the sampat, Lee Lai jing at Puchong. :) Almost bang a car again -.- Ughh.. Yie Wei was the one who organise this party :) Reached his house around 7.30 pm. It was so jam at Puchong -.-

We ate steamboat together :) Lai Jing was shouting in the house LOL.. She was so noisy :) HAHA! That's why she is my most sampat friend :) Yie Wei's father opened a bottle of red wine. The guys wouldn't let me drink cause I have to drive. But I drank it at last but was stopped by You Zhi. -.- HAHA!

After that, we were camwhoring and playing around the house :) We sing K after that. HAHA! We were so high that we even shout when singing :) HAHA!

Fetch Lai Jing home around 11.30 pm. There was two road blocks when i was fetching her home. There was this police at the first road block looking at the road tax and i thought he would let me go but instead, he knocked the window and said : 'Lain kali kalau check road tax mesti buka lampu dalam kereta. Ada lesen?' Then I said :' Ada. Oh okay ' . And then he let me go -.- He never check my license. Damn lame right? LOL.

Agnes ! :) ♥

We are piggies :P

My Tweety Bird friend : Ming Hui ! :) Haha ♥♥

*We always keng sam si together :) Love her :)

My most sampat friend ever : Lee Lai Jing ! :)

♥ her so much

Steamboat :)

Gamble :)

We just love to camwhore ! :)

Yong Wei Sian ! :) Friend for 10 years :)

Smile ! :)

I love you , You love me

We are happy family ♥

Love is in the air ! ♥♥♥

Sweet Couple :) ♥

I also want sweet sweet with Lai Jing ! Hugs ! :) ♥

Spot the girl in yellow shirt.

Our Dai Ka Jie in the class :)

MUN JIE! HAHA! :)

Strangle him till death XD HAHA!

Kesian Wei Sian. HAHA !

*Piang!* XD Wong sir , Im going to kill you :)

HAHA! 袭警啊 !

Yie Wei :) *Tallest guy in the class :)

Zheng Hui :)

It was seriously an awesome night. I really don't want to graduate because I'm going to miss them so much :( Awesome classmates ever :) ♥

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25/09/2011

Grandma's place - Snowflake - Haircut at Taman Desa - Shopping

Went to sungai long and visited my grandma and my aunt who came back from new zealand. :) Daddy and Aunt was discussing to send my brother to new zealand next year :( I was so sad that he have to leave me so soon But at the last minute, they changed their mind to send him there after he graduate. :)

After that, I drove my brother and my sister out to snowflake :) hehe

Driving :)

(Y) :)

Sister covered her face with the beeping UFO. HAHA! :D

*Emo :(

Then suddenly , NAH! _|_

Stupid Bro -.-

Grass jelly series :)

Sea Amber Jelly :)

Yummy :)

Went to Taman Desa for a haircut :) Brother need a haircut so yeah. And my hair is so damn long until Pek see and Cheryl always complain about it HAHA! I was planning to cut my hair shorter and guess what? I'd been waiting for 2 hours. And suddenly two AUNTIE came in and requested to set their hair first. WTH -.- Then the guy who should be cutting my hair went to set their hair ! Now what?! I'm your customer too. I was so pissed off and I left the salon :(

After that, went to F Block and the shops near my house and shop with my sister :) Bought a necklace and a pair of earrings :) Satisfied ! :) haha ! :) Feel so tired after going out the whole day :( So i am not going to school tomorrow :) Yippee! :) But i have to study for SPM :(

Anyways, Gotta run :) CiaozZz :D

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2011-09-23T18:37:00.000-07:00

*Credits to Cheryl :) :)

You'll notice my eyes were kinda small in this picture. Yeah , I cried before i took this picture LOL. It's because he never allow me to go for photoshooting. And now i'm thinking : Who the hell are you to say cannot ? Haha. Regretted to let a guy control my life for 2 years. Haih :( And now, Im freed from his goddamn "cage" :)

Yesterday was an awesome day. Went to lion dance practice as that would be my last practice this year :( Going to graduate SOON. Time flies. :( I don't want to graduate :( I will definitely miss high school ALOT :( Lion Dance practice was tiring but im happy that i can stay for practice and go home whenever i want. :) Sean keep on complaining that he had "love handle" which mean fats around his waist. HAHA! He can't accept the fact that he had fats :D
Jie Sen and the juniors was like teasing me all the time when practicing. They kinda cheer me up HAHA :)

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I stayed for practice until 10pm. First time ever but i had alot of fun that night and I had learnt something new - Dragon dance :) Dragon dancing is so damn cool . HAHA! At first i was doing nothing but to look at my seniors practicing. Suddenly KC said : " JULIA AH, 舞龙珠，要吗？" I was stunned at the first place . HAHA . It was fun and tiring -.- And i didnt know that the one who take the "龙珠" is the one who lead the whole dragon. I was like OMG. But then i tried . I fell down and it was so painful as my leg hit the floor. Haha. The two coach were very nice to me and I had learnt a lot from them. :) But then, the seniors keep on bullying me especially Kok Fai -.- Ughh :( After SPM , I will surely do this dragon dance again :) Totally in love with it :) Haha

Extremely tired after the practice. :( Went home and wanted to go out with Cheryl but ended up at Station One, Jaya One with my seniors -.- And now I can't even walk properly as i'm totally out of energy now -.-

Gotta run :) Tata :)

*Kinda love this picture :)
有时候，脸上的笑容虽灿烂，看起来很开朗
但其实内心是很痛苦的。

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2011-09-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

离开你是一种痛苦。

离开你犹如在身上切去一块肉。

离开你比窒息还要辛苦。

一直以来保护你，疼爱你

甚至当你要被人殴打的时候，我出来挺身保护你。

因为当时我只知道我不能让你受到伤害。

当你最落魄的时候，我希望我可以牵着你的手，安抚你

因为我希望这世界上只有我可以给到你一种你得不到的温暖。

我常常都会给你很多很多的惊喜。

因为我知道当你收到我准备的惊喜之后，你脸上会露出笑容。

就是喜欢看着你那样的笑容，

但那也是我曾经爱的人的笑容。

这一切一切，得到的也只是你的冷漠

我也不在乎，

但是你持续的忽视，

换来了我的心淡。

从一开始你让我走进你的世界，

但现在轮到我走出你的世界。

从一开始我喜欢你，

到我爱你爱到疯狂，

直到我爱你爱到心淡，

最后到我爱你爱得绝望了。

我就知道是时候从你心房踏出第一步了。

当你发现我的离开，你想尽办法挽留我。

但一切太迟了。

两年以来分分合合的我们，

就在那天结束了。

不舍得，但心已碎了，

曾经美好的回忆，

也破碎了。

心都碎了，

但离开你之后，

我心又再次流血。

原来一切都只是假象。

原本那么美好的东西可以变成那么残酷的事实。

我的心又再一次碎了。

原来踏出了你的世界，

一切可以变得那么的恐怖。

少了你，我再也不知道如何保护自己了。

心已经碎了一次又一次。

突然觉得外面的世界好黑暗。

突然好想念你的呵护，

突然好想念和你在一起时拥有过的安全感。

突然好想念你唠叨我的样子。

突然好想念你。

但是我不会再和你一起，现在，未来。

2011-09-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

Got my results today :) Surprisingly, I passed my add math and after upgrading, I get B+ for add math :) Happy till the max . Lol But I screwed up my physics :( Sad case.
After Puan Hun had already given off all the papers, she gave everyone of us a small piece of paper :

Your tongue is always busy

Much to my great dislike

But surely you can see,

You I have loved with all my might :D

Awww Puan Hun, I love you so much. *sniff sniff. Almost cried when i see this. :( She had never give up on us eventhough we always make noise in the class :)

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Well, yesterday night was moody AGAIN. -.- Lol. Went to Sunway Giza with Cheryl, ChaoYan & Ejia :D Went to Wong Kok and Movida. Drank abit at Movida because I need to drive home. :)

It was almost 1 am. I was speeding all the way from LDP to Federal Highway and then to Old Klang Road. My hand was sweating and the stering was wet after i reached home. -.- I managed to reach home safely although i almost bang twice on the road by those $%#! people. LOL

*Salute

Damn yeng weih this perdana.
I never knew a car can park until like this. LOL

Chaoo Chaoo :) ♥

That's all for today :) Tata :)

♥♥♥

P/s:

{ 你的拥抱还可以让我心跳加速，你的吻还可以打乱我心跳的节奏，但是，你的一句我爱你，再也不是进入我心房的通行证了.}

2011-09-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

Back In Action :D

I'm Back :D

It's been so long after i stop blogging. I opened a new one but it is almost the same as my previous blog :) Heh

Relationship status : Single but unavailable. HAHA ! Single life is awesome but sometimes i'll feel lonely. At night, when you're alone in a room, you'll feel like crying and started shedding tears over him. But the next morning, you'll feel nothing. And then the same thing keep on repeating every single day. Weird but quite torturing :(

It's been one month after i broke up with my ex. Well, at least i get back 3F: Family , Friends & Freedom. :) What i have to do now is to move on :) The reason I started blogging is to keep myself busy, distracting myself from recalling the pain i'd been through and to stop myself from tearing every single night. Hmmmm...

I'll stop here for now . Gotta run :) Tata :)

p/s:

{生命中令人悲伤的一件事是、你遇到了一个对你来说很重要的人,

但却最终发现你们有缘无份、因此你不得不放手.}

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