Yesterday was a nightmare to me..



We argued again.. I cried at the book fair for two times..
'Can't he understand me?..My bos scolded me.. And he still talk to me rudely.. I asked him not to talk to me like that.. But he said I was stress about work and release all out on him.. I didn't..:( He said it was my fault... I was so sad.. so pain.. Why he can release his stress on me and i can say nothing at all!!! Why i can understand him but he can't'

.. Luckily got Zi Kang accompany me and give me some advice.. And when he gave me chocolate..I smile and my heart not that pain anymore.. Not because Zi Kang gave me the chocolate.. Is because I saw got chocolate and I automatically happy...:) But after that bf and I were like forget what had happened..He came and fetch me and go eat together..Went home around 11.45 pm..

Tik Tok

Went to work again.. Wear makeup..:) Arrived there and worked as usual.. My bos daughter and relatives went there to help too.. Suddenly I heard them talk bad of me.. I damn angry and asked Zi Kang to look at them.. They thought they were relatives of my bos so they can bully me and do things halfway.. I damn hate them... Then I went the mines alone during break time..without boys for the first time.. Lol..

Im off from work early.. Then bf said his friend came to fetch me.. He said it was Justin and he drive silver myvi to fetch me.. I was curious.. Justin supposingly drive Kembara or waja.. I dont care so much.. I wait for him.. And bf said he arrived already.. I went to the entrance.. I saw one myvi drove away and I chased the myvi.. Then I called bf where was Justin.. And what bf said is: U turn behind and walk straight.. And I saw bf!!! I kept on laughing and quite shocked and happy too..On the way to bbj.. He kept on say that Im stupid and still havent notice that it was him who fetch me.. Grrr.... But quite happy... After bbj, went home..XD


Today:

Got to go to work soon.. So ciaozZz..XD

:)

Today Im off from work because I want to company my bf to go find Seh Wan at superstar..Wan is modifying his car.. adding supercharge in his car..:) After that, went Sunway eat steamboat with bf..:) Bf keep joking and I keep laughing.. Now im at bbj with bf and using friend's laptop to update my blog..XD Got to go.. CiaozZz..

Im happy because me and my bf keep getting better and better..:)

Retard bf..:)

Till then

Tata..

Already Gone


1st & 2nd day at work:
I went to work at the mines.. Quite hot and I sweat a lot.. Keep arranging those books and my leg and eyes damn tired...And i get RM 105 for working two days..Quite fun and I knew some friend..Some of them were also from Catholic High School..Love working with them..:)

3rd & 4th day at work:
The exhibition started and I started to work at another place.. I sell food.. Starting I was abit busy and I dont know what to do.. After a while.. I manage it quite well.. Zi Kang and some of my friends just working beside my stall.. So now I got company!!! LOL..Lazy to update.. Just letthe photo do the talking:

This little boy is one of the stall's worker's son.. He was so cute until I bully him everytime he come to my stall.. lol..:)

Bf and I getting better after these days.. The days before we kept on arguing and I was so fed up until my feelings towards him become more less already..Yesterday after work.. I went home and bf came and fetch me..

Before that i was emo that why bf can fetch his ex last time after work from sunway but he cannot do these for me.. I was so sad until I almost cry.. But I forced myself to think that Maybe he thought the mines too far and he had no money for petrol..

Yesterday he fetched me to the parking lot near lrt station.. There is a huge space there... And I was quite emo and argued with bf.. After I told why im like that these days to my bf..we argued again.. but at least i no need to hide everything inside my heart and cause us to argue again.. After a while.. peace XD.. And we saw a Malay couple making love inside the car..OMG!!



The End...
XD

Back In Action..:)

Last Saturday:
Went Bo Wei's party.. Saw my ex.. Quite uncomfortable seeing him.. Due to tiredness, bf wanted to go back early.. Before went back, my ex forced bf to drink beer.. I was standing behind bf and see he cant stand anymore.. So i helped him to drink the beer.. After a while.. I get drunk and keep laughing at myself.. How silly.. But at least bf can drive his car carefully...

Camwhoring XD:

Last Thursday:

Went to pasar malam with bf.. Well..its been a while i never had time to go pasar malam with him.. I pierce my ear there.. I was quite nervous and scared of pain.. so i hold my bf's hand very tightly..LOL,,:)

Till then..

Tata..

What happened to me and you these days??

Is this just my problem or what..

I hate being myself..

My heart is bleeding..

Can anyone tell me what to do??

Tears rolling down my cheeks..

What goes around comes around..

* took this photo at sunway.. went there to watch Jennifer's body..Movie damn sucks*

A lot of things happened..My family been scolding you and making us apart.. but I never give up to take the opportunity to go out at night.. Just to see you and I will be very satisfied..I wonder wheter if your feeling towards me had changed.. It makes me so frustrating and kept on simply think every single day.. It makes me wanna cry.. But I love you.. I hope you know how much I love you.. No matter what happened to us.. It wont affect my feeling towards you.........

Baby I will wait for you..:)



Sorry for not updating these days.. Internet connection damn suck.. A lot of things had happened to me these days.. Some were happy but some were sad and frustrating..Hmm where should i start from?? I just will update some important event.. Forgive me for my laziness..:)



2nd month annivessary:
Gave up my halloween party with all my besties.. Went to bf's place.. At night, went to his auntie's place because he wanted me to meet his relatives.. Ate our dinner and went Ulu Langat.. The place where our story starts..watching at the night view of Kuala Lumpur.. Thinking back the moment we kissed last few months at the same place.. Standing at the same place and hugged each other.. Then went home..

Last Sunday:

The day which our arguement for five days stopped.. Bf went to Allen's wedding.. I thought he forgot that he promised me that he will bring me out for movie and I cried.. But he didnt really forgot.. He wanted to give me surprise so he didnt tell me that he still remember what he had promised me.. Went Mid Valley for movie and guess what?? The seat was full!!! I wanted so much to watch Jennifer's Body and Pandorum..Then we went catching prawns.. Lol.. He got just one prawn in one hour.. Then at night ate dinner with his family.. and guess what happen??

My mum scolded me and I kinda talk back to her.. And she asked me to leave the house..and I took all my clothes and almost leave the house.. My mum wacked me with hanger and threw things to me.. I hate her and will never bother her anymore..

Monday and Tuesday:

Went practice dancing because preparing for competition..:) had a lot of fun..

P/s: I gave up all my date with friends, my party, all-american reject's consert and even my prom night with my senior.. I promised him to be his partner before I couple with my bf.. But bf don't like me to go and almost argued.. I don't want to argue with him anymore.. I love him.. I can give up everything because of my bf but Friends.. I would make that an exception.. I wont give up you guys include boys too..:) Sorry...

Do what you can to make your loved ones happy :)

Guess what?? Paintball CANCELLED!!! Damn angry!!

(I) amcorp with friends..
I was arguing with my bf.. Because I told him I go Enn's bf house with a whole bunch of people..I cried when he suddenly tell me that wheter is he really the one who suits me..Thanks Enn they all for comforting me..

(II) Sean's house..
Went there by taxi.. Gosh, we went to the wrong road and the taxi fare was so expensive.. Played around with them to forget what had happen between me and my bf.. Suddenly bf called.. Talked with him and he mentioned that no matter how far his place is, his ex gf will go there to see him.. He was like comparing me and his ex gf.. I was so sad until I cried so loudly.. This is the first time I had done so many things for a guy... What I told him is: 为对方付出不求他以一样的方式来回报但求对方可以对自己好一点不管自己付出几多即使那一点也好,我也满足了..

I told him this because He wanted me to promise him to give up all my boy friends.. Because he had given up all his friends since he coupled with me.. Today was the day he truly hurt me deeply........

Till then.. Tata..

Thanks guys..:)

:(

Today went ice skating with bf..

Argued with him.. For the first time..

But somehow.. both of us learn how to tolerate..If not.. I think Im still arguing with him..

Sorry Darling.. I love you..♥

No mood to update my blog..

Going for paintball tomorrow with usual people..

Till then..

Tata..

I hate this part right here..

Yesterday night went mid valley to give my phone bill to my ex bf..Then, Bf took me to Al-barkath.. Yam Cha with usual people.. Marvin drove his car very fast and my sister was inside the car.. I wouldnt allow my sister to sit his car anymore..

After a while.. those malay guys came with their motorcycle and scolded us.. We were sitting there pretending nothing happen.. Ah Wing damn angry and asked Seh Zun come.. Bf suggest us to call the police.. He wanted to call Bukit Aman police because some of them are my bf's friends..Then, police came.. The malays was scared and their leader came to talk to us.. Then, things settled..

Bf and his friend were talking about cars.. And i get bored after a while.. I went to sit with Aswin.. And bf went to another table and talk with girls.. I was jealous until I don't want to bother him.. Im trying to hide my jealousy but FAILED.. :( Bf was also jealous when I talked with Aswin.. We didnt really argue.. He was not feeling well and I helped him to massage his head in the car.. Since he was not feeling well.. I force myself not to simply think anymore to avoid arguement.. So both of us didnt argue anymore...:) went back around 1.30 am..

Till then, CiaozZz..

Be On You..

* smoking.. Do you believe that?! LOL..Just acting *

Bf will kill me if I smoke..:)

Recently had nothing to do.. YAY Paintball on Monday.. Can't wait for that day.. These days not feeling well.. But keep going out with bf at night..:) Nothing to update.. Well I guess I had to stop here..XD CiaozZz...

Ah B!!!

Tata..XD

You are my everything..

*love bf so much* XD

I've been leaving my blog dead..Because network these days are damn sucks.. Hmmm.. Where should I start 1st?

Grab some photo from Ann's facebook profile..
Our date at Mid Valley:

Retard :)

Ann and me

Ann and Enn

In the toilet..LOL

Thursday:

Went ttc with Enn they all..Went in to school with Chak Soon.. Having lion dance practice in the hall.. Then.. go ttc for add math.. Damn complicated.. I brought my teddy bear along with me.. Ann and Enn keep "bullying" my teddy bear... After the class.. chill at sunway pyramid,Kim Gary.. Playing with my teddy bear again.. Then.. went around Asian Avenue with Ann and Enn.. They bought a lot of things.. After that,went back to ttc by taxi.. In the taxi, Enn's hairband broken into two pieces.. She was damn sad.. LOL.. Tuition until 9 pm..

Went back to bf's house because Im sick and tired.. After that.. went to pasar malam and al-barkath with him... I ride on his motorcycle and He was speeding damn fast until we go across a bump and my back was kinda injured.. It was too pain until I cried.. Bf keep saying sorry to me and he helped me when I almost fell down.. * Its ok.. darling..Nevermind *

Lazy to write.. Let the photos do the talking XD:

Cool, right?

My teddy bear.. Ah B

In the fitting room with who?

Find it out yourself..XD

Ann..:)

Enn's broken hairband

Till then.. Will update more next time..

Stay Tuned..:)

Meet me Halfways..

Yesterday went out with usual people- Ann, Enn, Yu Cin, David, Ju Ann, Chak Soon, Xiang Qi, Sean.. Had a lot of fun yesterday.. Watched movie " Cloudy with a chance of meatball " Damn funny.. Ju Ann and I laughed like hell..:)

(i) Movie
(ii) Pasta Zanmai
(iii) Pool time
(iv) Went eclipse to try my prom dress

Let the photos do the talking:

Shared this ice kacang with Enn..XD

In the middle of the escalator with xiang qi

Pasta Zanmai:

Pool Time:

Ann was trying to be taller than me.. :)

David taught me how to play pool.. Thnx David pro..:)

Eclipse:

Ann and Xiang qi was keeping choosing a lot of dress for me to try.. Because Im going to buy my prom dress..I heard ann and Xiang qi said something when I was wearing the dress " Can't wait to see Julia put on the dress " LOL

1st dress...Nope

2nd dress.. I like it but nope..

3rd dress.. yes.. but I didn't buy it

because I don't like this kind of dress..

I guess I had to go eclipse in sunway..:P

Night:

Tuition.. My teacher was shocked and asked me how to wear my makeup so perfectly..LOL

Yesterday was my mum's birthday.. She was sad because there was no cake.. So I asked my bf to buy a cake.. And We gave her a surprise when she went downstairs.. She was happy to see the cake.. Thanks to bf..:) Went al-barkath after that.. Shisha until I almost vommit and fainted.. :( Then went to playground near my house.. Bf and I talked a lot of things.. He was not feeling well these days.. I did care about him but not that much.. If I care about him I would have went to his place yesterday instead of going to mid valley with friends..

*Im so sorry darling.. I doesnt know how to do to make you feel that I care about you.. Sorry.. I will try my best..*

Let me introduce you-my retard brother..:)

Got to go ttc and meet ann now..

Chao...

Apologize
Genting trip with bf



After Seh Wan's BBQ party, went back bf's house... Slept for a few hours only because We planned to wake up at 5 am and see the sun rise.. But We can't wake up that early.. We woke up at 6.30 am.. * cannot see the sunrise anymore..:( * Ready to go genting around 7.30... I wear my makeup in the car.. And my bf purposely drove his car so fast until I cannot wear my makeup.. Grrr...


On the way going genting, bf keep talking to me and he went to the wrong path.. LOL.. But luckily he knew there was another road to genting.. It was so cold in the morning.. Bf drove slowly as the road very slippery and He drifted his car.. I was so shocked and It was fun though.. Before going to genting, we had our breakfast-Har Mee..


Around 9 ish, we arrived genting.. It was so damn cold until I cannot stand properly..went theme park...Damn excited because that was the first time I go theme park with bf..

-Boat riding

-Roller Coaster
Bf asked me to sit the front seat.. He forced me to.. Grr.. And when finished playing.. he said he almost fainted..LOL...

-Gold Kart
Stupid bf bang me and my helmet allmost flew away.. He saw that and he keep laughing at me..grr..

-摩天轮
Almost argue but we manage to tolerate each other..


After this, went to have lunch.. Walking around and went to play arcade game.. Bf and I played a lot of childish game and there was a few people looking at us.. :) after that, we went back into the theme park.. Sat on the ancient car.. Took some photos..:)

Then, walked around and saw a lot of people hugging those teddy bears that had win at those stores.. Bf first attempt had failed so He didnt try it anymore.. I was so jealous for those who had won.. I didnt even want to look at them because they were making me wanted to play those games to win a teddy bear..

Then, bf went to change token and I stopped him but he didnt want to listen.. And he had won a small teddy bear for me.. He said that he doesn't want to see me like that so he get a teddy bear for me.. Although It was small but Im already satisfied because bf get it for me..


Went back to his home around 5ish.. Then, played resident evil 4.. Bf was frightened whenever a corpse came out.. LOL :) went home around 8 ish... It was fun to be with my bf.. Thanks darling..You had made my day.. I love you...

Till then..

Tata..

I need you to hold me..

My blog had been neglected for a few days... Sorry for not updating these days.. Busy hanging out with bf and friends..Let's start from last thursday..

Thursday:

Bf said wanted to bring me to go a place to have our dinner.. He didnt tell me where is it because he wanted to give me a surprise.. When I arrived that place.. I was kinda shocked because that place is so nice and romantic.. Seh Wan and Marvin came after a while.. So sad that Seh Wan and Marvin had to look at me and my bf having our romantic dinner at another table...
* Thanks darling.. It was an unforgettable night.. For the first time I had my dinner at such nice restaurant with my bf..*

After that, went Al-Barkath.. Went home around 12.45 ish...

Friday:

Bf said he was not feeling well that day.. So I took bus to his place.. Bought lozenges because He is having sore throat.. Damn worried about him.. Waited for him till night.. Then went Al-Barkath with him.. My sister said she wanted to go Kuan Gi house overnight.. And I went my bf house overnight... Bf sent us home to pack our clothes.. After that went bf's house... * We did nothing.. Don't misunderstand * I stayed at his house for 2 night..

Till then... CiaozZz..

Crank That XD


Saturday:

Woke up in the morning and then went to eat breakfast with his parents.. Then.. Accompanied him to work.. When he got some free time, he said he wanted to wash his car.. I helped him.. We had a lot of fun that day.. His mum knew that we need to attend party so he get dismiss from his work earlier than normal days..





Ready to go Seh Wan's house BBQ party around 8 ish.. Before going, camwhore in his mum room..:) Met Yu cin and Chak Soon there.. After the BBQ party, we went Al-Barkath as Chak Soon wanted to go.. Chak Soon and Yu cin go there by my bf's car.. My bf drove so fast until Chak Soon's cigarette flew away.. LOL...

Yu cin they all loves Alex's shisha..:) Had fun with Chak Soon and Yu cin.. I was like competiting with them.. See wheter who can smoke shisha better... My bf treat me damn cool and I took shisha with 2 pipe.. I said I wanted to vommit.. My bf was so angry as I dont listen to him and he asked me to leave that place.. Drop Yu Cin they all at Seh Wan's house and went back to my bf house.. And I said sorry to him.. Because It was my fault for not listening to him..

Next post: Genting trip with bf..

Stay Tuned =)